Wednesday, June 6, 2012

"I should be sleeping instead of keeping these late hours I've been keeping..."

"I've been pacing and retracing every step of every move."

This is the song that comes into my head every night and NO I am not thinking about someone, more of a something. I toss and turn trying to sleep, but all I can focus on is how stressed I am about finding a house to build and getting it started so we aren't taking over my parents house for too long. I am not sure I have ever felt this stressed, it's to the point where my stomach has been so upset endlessly. I know I am normally a stresser, but this has taken it to a whole new level. I feel like I can't focus on anything else, I am constantly emailing, searching, talking about, and dreaming about houses. I just want it to be set so I can rest and know that our house is being built and there is an end date in sight. I think being pregnant has intensified my anxiety. I want things to be set and I want to be settled.

So if you hadn't noticed I haven't blogged in quite a bit. Some of my loyal readers, might be my only readers (LOL), have commented how they miss my blog posts. I am usually so on top of it, but the stress and the moving have really kept me from having time. I am usually also on top of keeping up with others blogs but haven't had the time, and haven't even really had much time for Facebook either. GASP! Yes that statement is VERY shocking I know. Usually I am posting pictures of my adorable babies constantly, but haven't even taken pictures much lately due to moving and not really knowing where my camera was.

Oh goodness.. the move... that was a mess. We couldn't fit all of our stuff in the BIGGEST Pod they had. We have way too much stuff, and that was after selling and throwing out a good bit of stuff. We had to take stuff with us, so the room we are in is full of stuff, and half of my parents garage is full. That aside, I am so glad to be done and be out.

Hopefully we are a little closer to figuring out the new house stuff, so once we do I will update with info and hopefully be able to go about my normal blogging activities (pictures, videos, motherhood craziness, etc.)!

Hope someone is still reading this even though I took quite a while between posts! :)

Oh and here is a picture for you all, since I finally found my camera. I had no choice but to find it since it is Addi's 1st Birthday and I couldn't not miss getting a picture of the Birthday girl...


  1. Don't stress too much mama. No matter how much you stress, it isn't going to change the outcome of the situation. I'm one to be talking but seriously just take it one day at a time. You're doing wonderful and you've got to take good care of yourself for that healthy little man :) Good luck with everything and Addi sure does look cute as always!

  2. We're still reading :) Can't wait to see you!