Friday, January 6, 2012

Beyond Sad. (may get sappy)

I don't even know where to start about how sad I am. Emily told me today that they are moving to South Florida.

I am sad that I am losing my closest friend.

I am sad that Aubrey and Logan won't grow up together.

I am sad that we won't really get to know Blake.

I am sad we won't have anymore game nights.

I am sad that we won't be able to do Chipotle Monday's.

I am sad we won't have anymore playdates.

I am sad that this will ruin the slideshow for Aubrey and Logan's wedding (had to throw a joke in there it was just getting too sad).

When I met Em, I just knew we were going to be great friends. We seemed so much a like. I don't make friends easily. I can come off as snobby or standoffish but really I am just incredibly shy when I first meet people. Once you know me though its a whole other story. Anyways, I hadn't known anybody in the area that had kids, so I was so lucky to meet her so soon after having Aubrey.

I really never imagined the future without her in my everyday life. I figured once I was an adult and people started their familys that not many people move around. I guess that is because in my town growing up that is how it was. My parents have the same friends from when I was a child until now. I feel like I have had so many friends move away, and things have never been the same.

I really don't know what I will do without her. She is one of the few people I tell anything and everything to and she just gets it. We do almost everything together, she is always up for anything (which is one of the many things I love about her). It will just be so sad with out her here.

I guess what makes me really sad, is how bad I am at keeping in touch with people once they move away. I rarley get to talk to my other friends that have moved away. I have little to no time for chatting on the phone because the girls keep me so busy (at least with Em she would be understanding when the girls are screaming into the phone). At least she is still in Florida, and we can always visit eachother.

I guess this is just part of life. It doesn't make it suck any less though. I am being a bit of a baby about this and I am sure you are thinking that I am a bit of an over-reactor (I can't help it).

I really should just be happy for them, Daniel got a promotion and that is really exciting! But all I can think about is how it affects me, and I don't like it one bit (selfish much?!). :(

1 comment:

  1. I know the feeling :/ Sorry you have to go through that. My best friend(s) and I make a point to travel to see each other a couple times a year. It makes it that much more fun. There are really no words to make it better but you guys will remain great friends no matter the distance.